Tough!!!!

What is next? What is going to happen? What are the outcomes? Why there must be changes? There is a lot of question running in my mind this few days. I do not know why this thought came to my mind.

I like to cycle but not for a very far distance...lolz.. just a short distance will do. I remember one a the day i went to cycled with my friends just around our hostel, but some how I manage to cycle a bit further to day. We cycled to the stadium that day.When I was cycling this think back about the question that came into my mine few days ago. Sometimes making decision is not an easy job because we have to think about all the factors that will influence our life.

When come to a part that we have to cycle up the steep road. I try my best to cycle. It was a miracle that I manage to go up the steep slope. So we rested there for a while but when I sit down i found myself hard to get up.lolz. It might be because of my leg muscle were exhausted.
The fun part is going down the steep slope a fun. As I go down i feel the strong air that blow against me and I was enjoying the moment. That was really and enjoying moment to me.

Sometime in life I think we need to cycle up the steep slope which is a very painful experience and a exhausting journey to come of us. Some of us will take it a a challenge, some of us will help those who are left behind, some of us would just give up and do not want to try anymore. But the fun part is that when you go down from the steep slope you will enjoy all the hard work that you have put in a lot of effort to cycle up the steep slope. When you are going down the slope, it is in top speed!!!! and all you have to do is just enjoy the nice air that is blowing against your face.

What is next? I do not know. What is going to happen? I do not know. What are the outcomes? I do not know. Why there must be changes? I do not know. But this verse is very helpful when you are in doubt."Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid- John 14:27" God is the best person to turn to when you are in doubt.


"In nothing be anxious; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your request be made know unto God- Phil 4:6"

Goodbye 2008!!!! Wazzup 2009!!!

Just a glance a year has passed by. Things happens so fast when you pause for a moment to think about it. People begin to think what is their new resolution for the near year and start to plan what they are going to do. Well, a new year is coming we should be celebrating with it.

A new year has a new plan for some of us but have faith in God that He will plan for you. "There is a time for everything and a season for every activity under heaven- Ecclesiastes 3:1" this is the verse that always reminds me that God is always in control of everything.

The past gives us experience and memories; the present gives us challenges and opportunities; the future gives us vision and hope. I am not sure how is going to be for this coming new year but I stand firm and believe that when God's finger point, His hand will make the way.

"Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness." Lamentation 3:22-23

Let every thing i do,giv u glory to You.

Our heavenly Father,
"Let my every word be a prayer to Thee,
Every movement of my hands a ritual gesture to Thee,
Every step I take a circumambulation of Thy image,
Every morsel I eat a rite of sacrifice to Thee,
Every time I lay down a prostration at Thy feet;
Every act of personal pleasure and all else that I do,
Let it all be a form of worshiping Thee."
Amen.

Holiday Mood!!!!

Hey hey...... is that time again call HOLIday... after long time of forcing all the knowledge into my head and squeezing them out during final exam, now i can give my wonderful brain of mine a break.. Will be going around the Penang island to look for nice hawkers food. catch up with friend with teh tarik.. Hang out wit old buddies.. Can't wait to celebrate Christmas again... Huhuhuhuhu!!!!! I am in holiday mood.....

Friends...

Humans are not always alone. God create Eve for Adam so that Adam is not alone. Human need to interact with each other. When I was in primary school, I remember we used to play hide and seek in the classroom. That was a fun time for me but when I come to secondary school my friends that I have was a little bit crazy. They enjoy doing crazy stuff. Chemistry was our favourite subject but I never pass that subject. Why I say so? Because chemistry was the only subject that deal with chemical the most. We will mix up the entire chemical that is outside the display glass and test all the powder that is displayed.

I remember that one day we almost blow up the whole chemistry lab. We try something stupid that day by mixing up all the chemical and powder into the test tube and suddenly the test tube become so hot until we do not know what to do. So one of my friends suggest that we throw the chemical to the flower pot. Just a few minute the plant that is inside the flower pot began to turn yellow. We do not know what to do. One brilliant friend of mine saw an umbrella and open it. He turn the umbrella upside down and began to feel it with water. As soon he water almost fill up the upside down umbrella he run to the flower pot but before he reach the flower pot, the umbrella broke because it was heavily filled with water and poor him that his whole shoe is wet.

We laugh and laugh at his silly idea. That was a memory that I will always treasure in my mind and will always think back of the fun times that I have in secondary school. Well, as we grow we will have different circle of friends. Friends do come and go. There is a proverb saying, “When there is a beginning, there is always and ending”. As they grow they have different walks of life and different goal to achieve in life.

School days will be always the best days in my life for me. It was so fun that I usually hang out with my friends to do silly stuff. Sometime there are friends that purposely break you up discourage you with their kiasu attitude. Some will knock you down along the journey. I takes time to get up and to recover the bruises. I have one friend that will never leave me nor forsake you that is Jesus. I like a hymn called “What a friend we have in Jesus”. It will always remind me of Jesus’ promise that he will never failed to fulfil it. He knows me when I am small and till know He is the only best friend that I have.

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, present your request to God” (Phil 4:5).

Eagle

I like eagles because they are majestic. Eagles are independent.They often soar more than fly like burung gagak.Lolz. Once i read a article about eagles saying that the mother eagle teach their eaglets to fly by kicking them out of the nest. Poor eaglet have to learn and struggle how to fly. The mother will watch them from above. She will dive down to save her eaglet when she saw her eaglet is almost about to hit the ground and bring the eaglet back up to the tree. Then the process of teaching them to fly is repeated till the young eaglet knows how to fly.
This story reminds me about daily life. When time of storms in our life are approching towards us, we have to face it like an eagle by trusting God that He will provide open door and calm the storm. Eagle will still soar during the storm. Sometimes God allows problem to come into our life. It is just like the mother eagle teaching the young eaglet how to fly. God want us to be able to stand on our own feet with God's strength and wisdom to resist temptation and overcome storms. He will watch us from above, when we are about to go down and down all the way, He will come a save us and put us back on track.
One day when i was in UPM, in the bus waiting for it to move. I look up the sky and i saw 2 eagles soaring high. I reminds me again about the story of the eagle by trusting and having faith in God that He will lead and save me in times of trouble.


"For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and self-discipline."
(2 Timothy 1:7)